Monday, April 19, 2010

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

My Turn to Bitch>

Okay I need to vent so here goes:

The Economy: mother fuckers need to learn not to spend money they dont have, banks need to quit lending to stupid mother fuckers.

School: I fucking hate it. I hate homework and tests and the whole fucking bit.

Work: I get paid minimum wage to do a 3 person job and put up with bitching out the ass.

Family: If you can't help me out, then one day when I am better off, I can't help you. Karma is a bitch.

Friends: Respect yourselves more and stop being whores.

My Car: you are a piece of shit, cant wait till I can afford a new one.

Fellow classmates: Grow up, learn some manners. Most of you are stupid dumb motherfuckers.

President Bush: Go fuck yourself.

Teachers: Has it ever occurred to you that students learn just as much without giving them a years worth the work and tests.

Myself: I am fixing to go fucking insane, people need to just leave me the fuck alone. I need a swift kick in the ass for letting all of the shit listed above get to me, but it is so I wrote it.

God: If you see what I am going through, I pray you will help me to rise above this.

Its always something...

An Empty Room, filled with nothing other than myself. Filled with everything inside me. An Empty World, filled with nothing other than life. Filled with everything inside life. An Empty Heaven, filled with nothing other than souls. Filled with everything inside a soul. Nothing is Empty, and Nothing is Full. The TWO live within each other. In the beginning there was nothing but silence within the sound, and yet there was a sound within the silence.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Where I was and where I am

Man oh man, have I came a long way. In the past couple of years, I have went from someone who didn't know myself, to someone who knows myself probably better than I should. I have found that it doesn't matter what others think of you, it is what you think of yourself. I think of myself as a very loving, caring, outspoken, driven person, compared to the dull, confused, angry person I once was. Somewhere between ending high school and starting college I found something. Maybe I found myself, I know that may sound a little cliche, but it just may be the truth. I never before now realized that I had just been walking around lucid dreaming the whole time.

Since I started college at University of the Ozarks in Clarksville, Arkansas I have made memories that I could never dream of making any where else in my life. I have made friends galore, yet I have made more than a handful of enemies. I learned that no matter what you do to make others happy, someone will still find some reason to be pissed at you. I have learned to follow my heart, even though it may go against all social norms or customs.

I have found that embracing the things that make you different, a social outcast, or eccentric is the key to helping others in be more open minded. In today's world, everyone has problems. We always are asking help from God, yet we always wonder why things happen how we don't want them to. I think this poem sums it up best, "As children bring their broken toys with tears for us to mend, I brought my broken dreams to God because he was my friend. But then instead of leaving them in peace to work alone, I hung around and tried to help in ways that were my own. At last, I snatched them back and cried, how could you be so slow? My child, God said, what could I do? You never did let go."- Author Unknown

My advice on what I have learned so far to everyone else is:
Follow your heart and what you think Jesus would want you to do, be open minded, and embrace what makes you different from everyone else. I feel by doing these things you will impact many people and will change the world one heart at a time.